When You'll Have To Go
Released on March 20, 2020
About This Song
I wrote this song after someone close to me was diagnosed with cancer. Waiting for the surgery, that would hopefully stop the cancer growth, I noticed that this person was slowly dying and wondered if I would share another Christmas with them. The surgery was successful, and even though there were some set-backs that followed, this person is doing so much better and I am very grateful. To me, this song is about the feelings and emotions when someone close to us is near the end of their life and the helplessness and loss of control that is part of being human.
I have played this song to others and their interpretation is actually different than what this song means to me. Some have interpreted this song to be about someone in a relationship, which they feel isn't working or meant to be, and knowing that eventually it will end.
Isn't it great that a song can have a unique different meaning to each listener.